It’s been months since I’ve had contact with or enjoyed the New York dude’s penis. I miss it very much. But, not enough to have it again. Ah, if only the guy attached to it was a better person for me :( Â Usually, when I don’t update my site for several weeks, I’m either enjoying a private love affair about which I don’t want to write, or I’m busy working. For much of the Autumn / Winter, I was doing both. For more regular updates, find me on Facebook and Twitter.
Back to the guy.
I love friendships with men because they give me: (1) a guy’s perspective on things and (2) a stable selection of fuck buddies whenever I need one. In conversation with a guy friend / fuck buddy I’ve known for a couple years, I confessed, “I stayed in my most recent relationship, even though I had doubts about him since the beginning, because I was lonely and the sex was good.” The guy friend reminded me, “Well, if you’re looking for good sex …” We joked around a bit. Eventually, he slipped back into supportive friend mode — returning to what I said about staying with the guy I dated. “Those two things aren’t a good reason for staying in a relationship.” He paused. “You knew that, of course.”
I did. I still do.
I’m not sure what’s in store for my sex & dating life in 2012. But I — like many of you who are single out there — truly believe somewhere, somewhere, I will find someone to love me for who I am. Again. I’ve had great relationships in the past, mostly pre-New York. I have no reason to believe I won’t have them again. I deserve it. So, I leave you today with this parting thought from my pal Natalie Lue‘s relationships site: “Every time you say YES to an unhealthy situation, or continue to participate in it once it becomes apparent that it’s not what you thought it was or could be and is in fact unhealthy, you’re saying NO to a healthy relationship and essentially making yourself *unavailable*.”
Here’s to being more available in 2012.
Profound parting thought. I needed to hear/read that. Thanks
No problem!
<3 the parting thought! happy new year twanna, cheers!
Thanks! Glad you like it, and happy new year to you, too!! :)
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I wish you disclosed some of things that made you think he wasn’t a good relationship fit. There was obviously enough there to get the relationship started in the first place.
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It’s been six months. So how was your 2012?
With all these profound thoughts, how was your 2012 love life? I believe that there will be someone there waiting for you, I think you just need to pay attention to the sign and reserve yourself for his homecoming.
sex is not sex because one got to enjoy him or herself in all different kind of positions where you are doing it. however his your partner really doing what he/she is expected at that particular moment in time, i doubt it but if one is doing it the right way,
newdateproject i think there will be certain reactions from your partner that you are having the sex with.